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VISION 3: „EYE“
I RECEIVED – IN DAYLIGHT – A VISION – AS I PREPARED FOR BEDTIME – IN FRONT OF MY EYES THE IMAGE – SUDDEN ARRIVED – AND IN THIS VISUAL SIGTH WITHOUT NOTICE – HOLD IT – THE SHAKED – RECEIVE CLEARLY – BE QUIET – AND AS I GENTLY LAID DOWN – I ASTONISHED – SHUTTERED – AMAZED – GAZING AT THE SPLENDID APPERANCE – OF THIS HUGE – OVER DIMENSIONAL – IMAGE OF – „EYE“
A SMALL PUPIL – CAUGHT THE ATTENTION – IT SEEMED DAZZLED BY BRIGHTNESS – ILLUMED BY SOME LIGHT – BUT HOW AND – WHY – COLOURS IN OBSERVATION OF IRIS – ITS BLISSING BLUISH GREEN – DOES ITS GLANCE FOCUS BEYOND ME – THOUGHTS – TRIED – HOPING TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF ITS KEY TRUTH – IN ITS IMPRESSIVE EXPRESSION – IN ITS OWN – SIGHT OF – „EYE“
AND AT THE MOMENT – AS I QUSTIONED IT PULLED ME – SUDDEN – WITH POWERFUL FORCE – INTO – „EYE“ – IN A BLESS OF UNCONDITION – THE ENERGY FIELD MANTELED – AS I JUST – ARRIVED – IN INFINITE BEAUTY – IN PURENESS LOVE – AS I LAID I CONCEIVED – WELCOMED IN THE MUCH GRANDER – THEN MY DOUBTFUL SO STRANGELY RECEIVING CLEAR AND COMPLETET – AS HUMAN HOW COULD I FORM – WORDS – TO DESCRIBE THE ENTIRETY – IN THE ART OF CREATION
NONE QUESTIONS – NO CONDITION IN NEED – TO BE WORRIED – NO THOUGHTS EXIST – ALL GONE – IN THE CALMING – BREEZE LOVE SO DELIGHT – HOLDING ME GENTLY IN BLISS – IN COMFORT – WHAT PLEASURE ARISES – LOVED IN LOVE – IN THIS SALUBRITY OF CREATION – I FELT – IN THE CORE – OF ALL EXISTANCE – IN THE ESSENCE OF EACH – PURE LOVE – LIFE
RETURNED – TO AWARENESS OF THE WRINKLED COTTON SHEETS – I LAID OVERPOWERED SILENT – STRONGLY MOVED BY SUCH GRACE – WHOLY – IT BLEW THE MIND – WONDERING SPEACHLESS – WELL KIND OF AMUSED BY THE CRAZY ME BOOSTED – WAS IT PROJECTION OF CONCIOUS – OUT OF BODY REFLECTION – BUT HONESTLY WHAT I ADVENTURED WAS SO MUCH BEYOND MYSELF – SOME POWER SOURCE WHICH CAN IT BE CREATED BY THE SIMPLE HUMAN – AND IN THE ABSURDITY – I RECALLED THE PRISTINE APPEARANCE – THE UNTOUCHABLE – OVER – WHELMNING ENERGIES – THE WHOLY – KIND – MIGHTY
PERSONAL REFLECTION: VISION 3 „EYE“
IT TOOK A WHILE – YEARS TO BE PRECISE – CONFUSION OVER TRUTH OR ILLUSION – IN DISCUSSION IT TURNED THE OUTSIDE TO INSIDE INSIGHT – THE INNER TURMOIL IGNORED THE BEAUTY – REALITY IN A VISION CHALLANGED THE MENTAL VERS THE EMOTIONAL FIGHTS – BUT NOW ON THIS SHEET OF PAPER – I SPEAK AND CONFESS – HOW COULD I FORGET THE ART OF CREATION – „EYE“ – STILL HAS THE WHOLE ENERGY BEEING – HEART SOUL AND MIND
A FORCE TO BECOME MUCH MORE – MUCH MORE WIDE – IT ALLOWS NO LONGER TO SUPPRESS WHAT SPEACKS THROUGH THE VISION – CAN NOT BE NAMED – NIDER IN C.G. JUNG EXPLANASIONS TO SYNCHRONISATION – NOR CAN IT BE CAUSED BY PSYCHIC ILLNESS OR PHYSICAL TOXIFICATION – THE MUCH GREATER BEYOND HUMAN – OVERWHELMING STRONG FORCE IS CAPTURED IN THE MEANING OF – WHAT IS „ALIVE“
HOW DOES THE VISION FORM IN ITS TRANSFORMATIVE VIBES – „EYE“ – HOW DOES SUCH FORCE ARISE – TO LEAD THE HUMAN TO MOMENTUM – TO WANT HIM TO OWN IT – TO FEEL IT – A FORCE INTO THE WILLINGLY OPEN – IT CALLS TO CONNECT – TO BE EXPRESSED IT INVITES FROM ALL ANGLES – ALL SIDES – TO OPENLY IMMERGE WITHIN THE – POWERFULL PURENESS INSIGHT – THE KEY TRUTH IN THE UNIQUENESS OF EACH VIEW – IN – EACH – OTHERS – „EYE
ART OF CREATION – ALL EXISTENCE AN INSPIRATION – INPRINTED IN THE CORE PURE LOVE – PURE LOVE – ALL CURE IN THE INSIDE ENLIGHTED – JUST AS I REMEMBER – IT SHUTS ME QUIET – TAKES THE CONTROLLER BY FREE WILL TO THE UNCONDITIONED – IN THE ART OF CREATION – NO MATTER WETHER – IN THE ETERNETY – TO SELF SURRENDER – A SOURCE INVITES
WHILE ALL FLEES – IN THE NOTHING ELESE – IN THIS WAVES AND VIBES EACH CAUSE – NONE MORE – IT LIFTS THE BEEING TRULY TO WHOLY – IN COMPLETENESS – SO HIGH TO BE ENLIGHTENED – TRUTH IN THE UNCONDITIONED – PURENESS LOVE IN EACH „EYE“ – IF IT CONNECTS TO ITS CORE ESSENCE – COMPLETENESS – LOVE – PURE LOVE – DISCOVERED – PERCEIVED IN – EACH ONES – OWN „EYE“
[Monica Dvorak Krenner 2022 – reflection on a vision experience 2010]
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VISION 2: “IN THE EYE OF THE SHAMAN”
MOTION – CHANGING FROM ONE – ROOM TO – ANOTHER – IN DAYLIGHT – VISION – SURPRISED ME – AND I RESEIVED – INSTANTLY – MYSELF SITTING ON A FLOOR – MY HEAD LOWERED – FACING THE GROUND – MY BODY DECLINED WITH ARMS LEANING ON MY THIGHS – ON LEGS – FOLDED INTO EACH OTHER – CALLED – TO MEET – A POSSIBLE FACING – TO RISE UP – RAISE MY GAZE – BE BOLD DARE TO LOOK AT – EYES – ALREADY READY – WAITING FOR ME – AND MY INNER VOICE TOLD ME AND KNEW – THAT THE VISION – WOULD REMAIN – UNTIL I FIND CONVIDENCE TO CAPTURE – AND SEE – AND AS I LIFTED MY HEAD – I SAW – SAW
IN YEARS – CEMENTED – HIS MANLY – SURVIVAL STRENGTHENED EXPRESSION – SKIN DYED ALMOST LIKE LEATHER – HIS UNCLOTHED – FACE – FROM HEAD DOWN COVERED – WITH LONG WHITE HAIR – SLIGHTLY WRINKLED – THE MUSCLE STRONG – CHEST – RIGHT HELD – GRACEFULLY – PLAIN – CENTERED – HE SAT A LITTLE OFFSET – OPPOSITE ME – HIS LEGS ALSO ENTANGLED – HIS VISAGE WELL SHAPED BY NATURE – DRAWN BY FEARED WILDERNESS – THE LINES IN THE SOFT PALE COMPLEXION – TINTED BY EARTH – WIND – WATER – SUN – FIRE – THAT IS HOW – HE APPEARED – TO ME – UNDERDECORATED – PURE – NAKED – ON HEAD NEITHER FEATHER – NOR RIBBON ON ARM OR FOREHEAD – SHAMANIC – IN HIS APPEARANCE – THAT OF AN INDOGENIC – TRIBAL FATHER – IT SEAMS
HE WAITED CALMLY – WITH FLEEING ARMS DOWN FROM THE SHOULDERS – WORDLESS – SILENT- WISELY – EXCELLENT I FELT HIS GAZE HIS ATTITUDE IT ENCOURAGED – IN RECOGNIZABLE CLARITY DEMANDING READY FOR HIM – TO FOLLOW – TO SEE IN HIS EYES HOW HE SEES – PERSPECTIVE ENTERED INTO THE – IN – MOMENT – AND HE NOW FORMED THROUGH HIS BEING – HE GAVE – AUTHORIZED ME WITH HIS FIEW – HIS EYES SPOKE LANGUAGE TO HIS OPPOSITE – TO DEEPEST TRANQUILITY – ADVISE TO LEAD ME SO THAT ALL CONCENTRATION – DIRECTED THE – IN – IT FELT IN STATE OF INSIDE OBSERVATION – ABLED TO MORE ACCESSIBLE – INTO THE OWN BEING TO EXPERIENCE MYSELF – NOW COMPLETE – TRUE AND IN FULLY – APPRECIATED – ARRIVED IN NO NEED
AND PERFECTLY – HIS ENERGETIC TRANSMITTED – SO STRONG – ABSOLUTELY IN EXISTING – TO ARRIVE – WITHOUT A DOUBT – MY INNER BEING ALREADY IN FULLNESS – IT RAISED ME LIKE A GIFT – A CHILD COMPLETE – IN THIS LIGHT – TRUE PATERNAL UNCONDITIONAL BY HIS PRESENCE – ACCEPTED – WANTED AND ABSOLUTE – SO OPENED THE CARRIED CALM IN FELT – PERFECTION IN HIS MOTIONLESS EMBRACETING WARMTH – NON-JUDICIAL IN PATERNAL – MORE SATISFYING JOYFULL – HAPPY HEALING PEACEFULNESS ME – AND IT WAS PREPARING ALL ASPECTS – THIS DOUBTLY NECESSITY INTO EACH CELL – ALIVE – BY HIS PRESENCE – BECAUSE NOT CONSIDERED IN HIM MORE – THIS STATE BROKE THROUGH – NOTHING MORE STIMED UP A DOUBT – AND IN BARE JOY – ONLY RULED BY EXISTING – THIS WAY – IN – NEVER BEFORE – FELT IN THAT AWARENESS – THE OTHER EARTHLY DONATED – CONVIDENCE – PERFECT HARMONIOUS – PLEASANT SATISFACTION BALANCED – COMPLETE – RICH
IN THAT SENSE – I STAYED – FOR A WHILE – HOW WELL – HOW HEALING – I FELT SO RIGHT – GOOD – AND THEN – AS ALMOST EXPECTED – THE MAN – BEFORE MY EYES – THE IMAGE – WHICH NOW DISAPPEARED – AND THE SPACE – IN WHICH I WAS BEFORE FOUND – WAS AGAIN – FROZEN SHUTTERED – FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE – EVERYTHING STILL IN ITS PLACE – WHERE WAS I HEADING TO – STRAIGHT STUNNING SO I STOOD THERE – BY VISIONAL IMPRESSIONS OVERWHELMED – ENRICHED BY THIS OVER DIMENSIONAL – EVEN MORE LENDING NATURE – IN THE MOMENT – THIS EXPERIENCED STILL – A LITTLE LAY ABOVE ME – AS HE CLEARLY SPOKE – EVERY BEING – EVERYTHING – ALL ALIVE – LOVED – PHYSICALY SOUL EMBRACED – CAPTURED – BY THE TRIBAL FATHER – IN THE EYE OF THE SHAMAN
[Monica Dvorak Krenner 2022 – reflection on vision experience 2010]
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VISION 2: „IM AUGE DES SHAMANEN“
GERADE IN BEWEGUNG – WECHSELND – VON EINEM RAUM – ZUM ANDEREN – BEI TAGESLICHT – ALS DAS BILD – VISIONELL – MICH ÜBERRASCHTE – UND ICH ERFUHR MICH – IN DIESEM BILD – AUGENBLICKLICH – AM BODEN SITZEND – MEIN KOPF – GESENKT – DER BLICK NACH VORNE – AUF DEN BODEN GERICHTET – MEIN KÖRPER – EINGESUNKEN – MIT ARMEN GELEHNT – AN MEINEN SCHENKELN – DIE BEINE – INEINANDER GEFALTET – ERFUHR ICH MICH – AUFGERUFEN – EINEM MÖGLICHEN – IM GEGENÜBER – ZU BEGEGNEN – MICH AUFZURICHTEN – MEINEN BLICK ZU HEBEN – UM MUTVOLL – IM AUGE EINES BEREITS BEREITEN – DIESEN BLICK ZU WAGEN – UND MEINE INNERE STIMME – VERRIET MIR UND WUSSTE – DASS DAS VISIONELLE – VERBLEIBEN WÜRDE – BIS ICH BEREIT IN MIR FINDE – ZU ERFASSEN – UND ZU SEHEN – UND ICH SAH – UND ICH – SAH
AN JAHREN – ZEMENTIERT – SEIN MÄNNLICH – ÜBERLEBENS GESTÄRKT – DER AUSDRUCK – DIE HAUT GEGÄRBT – FAST LEDRIG – SEIN UNVEKLEIDET – UNBEHAARTES GESICHT – VOM HAUPT HERAB – BEDECKT – MIT LANGEM WEISSEN HAAR – ETWAS FALTIGE – DAS MUSKELSTARK – DIE BRUST AUFRECHT – ANMUTIG GEHALTEN – SCHLICHT – ZENTRIERT – SASS ER AM BODEN – ETWAS VERSETZT – MIR GEGENÜBER – AUCH SEINE BEINE – WAREN VERSCHLUNGEN – SEIN ANTLIZ – VON NATUR WOHL GEFORMT – GEZEICHNET – WILDNIS GEFURCHT – DIE LINIEN IM SANFTEN BLASSEN TEINT – VON ERDE – WIND – WASSER – UND SONNE GETÖNT – UNVERZIERT – NACKT ERSCHIEN ER MIR – SHAMANENHAFT – IN SEINER ERSCHEINUNG – DIE EINES INDOGENEN – STAMMESVATER – AM KOPF WEDER FEDER – NOCH BAND – AN ARM ODER STIRN
ER WEILTE GELASSEN – RUHEND IN SICH – MIT ARMEN FLIEHEND – VON DEN SCHULTERN HERAB – ER VERMITTELTE WORTLOS – IN STILLE – WEISE – ERHABEN – SO SPÜRTE ICH – SEINEN BLICK – SEINE HALTUNG – ERMUTIGTE – IN ERKENNBARER – KLARHEIT – FORDERND – IHM BEREIT – ZU FOLGEN – UM IM BLICK SEINER AUGEN – ZU SICHTEN – WIE ES AUS – SEINER PERSPEKTIVE BETRACHTET – MICH NUN IM – AUGENBLICK – BETRAT – UND ER NUN – AUS SEINEM WESEN GAB – SO ERMÄCHTIGTEN MICH SEINE BLICKE – SEINE AUGEN DIE SPRACHEN – SEIN GEGENÜBER – UM IN UNERWARTETE TIEFSTE GERUHSAMKEIT ZU GERATEN – MICH ZU FÜHREN – SODASS ALLE KONZENTRATION NUN GERICHTET WAR – IN DAS IN MIR GEFÜHLTE – UM IN DIESEM GESPÜRTEN ZUSTAND – MICH NUN – VOLLENDENT – WAHRHAFT – ANZUNEHMEN – ZUGÄNGLICHER – DEM EIGENE WESEN ZU BEGEGNEN – ES GANZ – UND VOLLKOMMEN – ZU ERFAHREN
SEIN ENERGETISCHES – ÜBERTRAGEN – UNBEDINGT GAB ES UM IM ZWEIFELLOS – MEINES INNERSTEN WESENS ANZUKOMMEN – IN EINE FÜLLE ERHOB ES MICH – WIE GESCHENKT – EIN KIND – VOLLSTÄNDIG – IN DIESEM LICHT – WAHRHAFT – VÄTERLICH BEDINGUNGSLOS – ANGENOMMEN – GEWOLLT UND ABSOLUT – SO ERÖFFNETE SICH – DIE GETRAGENE RUHE IN GEFÜHLTER – VOLLKOMMENHEIT – IN SEINER BEWEGUNGSLOS UMARMENDEN WÄRME – URTEILSFREI – MICH VOLLSTÄNDIG BEFRIEDENDER BEGLÜCKTHEIT – HEILSAM FRIEDLICHER – GLÜCKSEELIGKEIT – UND ES VERBEREITETEN SICH JENE ASPEKTE – DIESER ZWEIFELLOS UNBEDINGTHEIT IN JEDE ZELLE – SO LEBENDIG – VON IHM BETRACHTET IN GNADE – DA NICHTS MEHR DIESEN ZUSTAND – DEN ER MIR DURCHBRACH – NICHTS MEHR – EINEN ZWEIFEL SCHÜRTE – UND IN BLOSER FREUDE HERRSCHTE NUR NOCH – DAS EXISTENTE AUF DIESE WEISE – IN NOCH NIE ZUVOR GEFÜHLTER BEWUSSTHEIT – DAS ÜBERIRDISCH – GESPENDETE VOLLENDETE HARMONISCH – MICH IN GENUSSVOLLE ZUFRIEDENHEIT – ALLES IN MIR – BALANCIERT – LEBENDIG – REICH
IN DEISEM – SINNES UMFASSTEN – VERWEILTE ICH EINE WEILE – WIE GUT ES TAT – WIE HEILSAM ICH FÜHLTE – UND DANN – WIE FAST SCHON ERWARTET – DAS BILD DIESES MANNES – VOR MEINEN AUGEN VERSCHWAND – UND DER RAUM – IN DEM ICH MICH VORHER BEFAND WIEDER WAR – IMMER NOCH – ICH AN SELBER STELLE WIE ERSTARRT – UNBEWEGT – AUS DIESER PERSPEKTIVE – ALLES NOCH AN SEINEM PLATZ – WOHIN ICH BLOS WOLLTE – GERADE – FASSUNGSLOS SO STAND ICH DA – VON VISIONELLEN EINDRÜCKEN – ÜBERWÄLTIGT – BEREICHERT – VON DIESER ÜBERDIMENSIONALE – NOCH VERWEILENDER BESCHAFFENHEIT – AUS DEM VISIONELLEN MOMENT – WIE DAS ERLEBTE DOCH NOCH EIN WENIG ÜBER MIR LAG – WELCHES ER BESPRACH – JEDES WESEN – ALLES LEBENDIG – DAS ER IN LIEBE BEWAHRT – KÖRPERLICH SEELISCH UMFASSEND – ERFASST – VOM STAMMESVATER – IM AUGE DES SHAMANEN
[Monica Dvorak Krenner 2022 – Reflektion über eine Visions Erfahrung 2010]
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Mo Krenner 